a drifted tense,
easy to miss in an
Orwellian empire drowning in irony,
only grasped when one
corrects
their objective perspective.
example: the war on terror IS the terror.
provocatively present,
in its deflected sense,
in the evasive intent
lurking in all the "wars"
the zombie army of corporate operatives
launch with their
Alice's looking glass,
media projected,
inverse-inflected
slight of hand.
(i.e. the wars "on" drugs & crime & poverty
& tyranny & the absence of freedom.)
the subject is always
the concealed causative clause,
as surely as the sun sets
on our "starless midnight of racism and war."*
for war,
by definition,
is the crime in any sentence,
invariably inflicting
its cancerous damage
on its hapless eternal object,
humanity itself.
* the starless midnight of racism and war" was first uttered by Martin Luther King, in his
speech accepting the Nobel Prize for Peace, back before it, too, was reverse engineered.
Evan Hawthorn's Blog
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Saturday, April 23, 2016
What Happened Next (an excerpt from my novella-poem, "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons")
Sludge
White was sailing a subliminal sea,
gliding
on a surface that glinted like glass.
her
memories were ranged like sleeping mountains,
their
colors cascading in a slumbering pass.
she
was vaguely aware of all that transpired
seen
through a cloistering filter of crepe,
and
tried to decipher what could have prompted
misfortune
to open its snarling gape.
her
fur-clad familiars found her fallen.
a
dubious heartbeat convinced them she was dead.
though
ashen pallor bedimmed her glimmer,
a
pink glow illumined the roses on her head.
as
the deer nudged her with their probing noses,
an
eerie wailing was let loose by a loon.
then
a chorus of keening fused with the storm
in
a howling lament that beckoned the moon.
it
rose in the midst of turbulent flashes,
in
shafts of fluorescence and gleam-tinted cloud.
and
the fell fog was pummelled by pelting rains,
forging
wispy tatters out of steaming shroud.
the
skittish fire that Sappy had set
crackling
in the shelter of prehistoric stones,
was
encouraged by the flickering moonlight
fostering
warmth in their chilled and dampened bones.
as
he rocked Mock in a cradle of compassion
the
skies spilled out their spurting, silver sheets,
and
he lulled the delirious ramblings
of
anxious adolescence roaming lonely streets.
Mock
closed his eyes when the winds subsided,
and
the deluge dwindled to intermittent drip.
as
the moon traipsed off in search of perspective
Sappy
hunkered down for a cursory kip.
Sleazy
came to in a foul smelling cavern
steeped
in the silence that saturates night,
wrestling
with his wrapping and scuffing the scrapes
he'd
acquired from the spider's frantic flight.
he'd
barely discerned the subtlest shuffle
when
a presence emerged an inch from his face.
for
a heart-stopping moment he felt it musing.
then
it ripped apart his slithery case.
already
running as his feet touched down
they
kept on kicking when he found he'd been lifted.
but
sharp, spindly limbs simply spun him around
and
placed him in a spot where starlight drifted.
he
embraced the bathed air like a stifled child
imbibing
the breezes that bring in spring,
and
hardly held on to the side of the cliff
skipping
and slipping and nearly taking wing.
in
a nearby nook a pair of plump pigeons
snickered
together as they watched him flit by.
and
having made certain he hadn't been followed
one
of them mounted the star-dappled sky.
Promethean
pilgrims crossed the frozen expanse
transcending
time from their fiery birth,
ferrying
sparks of elemental essence
to
the evanescent residents of earth.
and
the harpy scowled and brandished her fist
irked
at these heavens and their meddlesome rains
for
making short work of banishing enchantments,
dispelling
the mist she'd swelled with such pains.
she
pressed the edge of a crumbling tombstone
and
vanished beneath the cemetery grounds,
slinking
down a subterranean passage
that
echoed with crunches and gurgling sounds.
the
snooping rat waited with the royal raiments
in
the blaze of a torch that scorched the stone.
he
smirked as she donned her crinkled crinolines
tickled
by the gilding of a wrinkled crone.
pausing
on the threshold of a caved-in temple
she
tossed a bone to a pale, hulking brute,
ensconced
in the stench of previous suppers
stiffening
in piles, rotting with their loot.
his
lopsided face seemed to come unhinged,
as
he strived for a wink with his single, crazed eye.
wrenching
her foot from a trail of slime, she said
"try
and be more tidy, this place is a sty."
his
muttered response had a whiny, cringing tone,
too
shrill and unnerving to closely heed.
in
any case Her Grace hastened away,
unable
to process another creature's need.
while
the snitch raced after his merciless mistress,
skirting
rivulets of travelling blood;
the
ghoul yanked a morsel from his stacked up stiffs,
relishing
the squish and the sickening thud.
when
the queen laid her head on her pillow
she
had fully restored her avaricious gleam;
repacking
her bags, unfolding her furrows,
and
easing her creases with vanishing cream.
the
restless impatience in her withering stare
regained
its callous, imperious bite.
and
the scathing disdain chiseled on her visage
waxed
incandescent, transcendent with spite.
while the glittering tresses nestling her
brow
securely stashed her thatch of hoary
bristles,
her careless caress lost its resemblance
to catching a cat in a thicket of
thistles.
a sneer paved over her gravelly cackle,
thus smothering the rattling gates of
hell.
and she'd managed to ditch the whiff of
corpses
that raised up hackles with its
mouldering smell.
as she sorted her fleeting perceptions
splicing her reels of selective
recollection,
a pesky image refused to flip past
obstructing this nearest approach to
reflection.
a casual glimpse of the hidden chamber
imprinted while primping her ribbons and
lace,
reared up to pose a compelling question
for a valued possession was not in its
place.
she passed at last with her drifting
impressions
to the plundered landscape of overmined
seams,
never quite sating her expectations
the recurring resort of her ravenous
dreams.
when the answer came suddenly upon her
she loosed her link to the ethereal lair.
and vaulting across the breach of
becoming
she sat up and gasped "the mirror wasn't
there!"*** * *** * *** * *** * ***
- Evan Hawthorn, the 23rd of April, 2016
Friday, April 22, 2016
Earth Day, 2016
"i have no country to fight for. my country is the Earth,
and i am a citizen of the world." - Eugene Debs
and i am a citizen of the world." - Eugene Debs
today is the one day set aside to nourish an inclusive,
humane patriotism, not blinded by artificial boundaries,
not severed by self-focused, competitive mindsets.
i celebrate our common homeland
with all my unique and resilient siblings,
the boundless, OpenHearted Children
of this, our infinite ImagiNation.
of this, our infinite ImagiNation.
Monday, April 18, 2016
Yikes! (an excerpt from my novella-poem "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons"
"it's
got Sleazy!" Sappy managed to gasp
collapsing
on the rim of the smoky ravine,
in
a trembling frenzy to swallow air
unable
to imagine how they'd intervene.
Mock,
looking haunted, was utterly speechless
like
a zombie or some other bloodless saint,
the
ruddy and only pink-skinned Curmudgeon
gone
beyond the pale and passing for a haint.
Nate
pulled a chisel from his ruptured knapsack
and
shakily attained his unsteady feet.
then
he kissed Mock's forehead and started off,
as
valiant a hero as one could hope to meet.
"where
are you going?" Mock breathlessly asked,
toppling
again from his bark-encrusted crutches.
"to
have a go at saving our Sleazy.
i
can't just leave him in that horrid thing's clutches."
as
Nate descended into the gully,
Sappy
sat up, and surveyed the scene with wonder.
"i
have the impression we've been here before.
something
to do with a housekeeping blunder.
why,
this is the spot where we salvaged the sack,
with
the watchrug and battlerack, remember?"
"me
'ead's in an awful muddle, Sappy.
i've
a notion that beastie gave me distemper."
"surely
not, silly old bean. but come sit down.
i
want to inspect those clotted bandages."
Mock
winced while he warily lowered himself,
casting
aside his knotted appendages.
Sappy
visibly flinched from what he uncovered,
a
ground up mash of puce and livid red;
the
missing kneecap, several severed toes,
and
the seeping, shredded skin, hanging by a thread.
his
fingers were singed by a blistering fever
inflaming
the tainted, shivering frame.
he
was far from certain he'd ever recover
but
harboured no doubts he'd been rendered lame.
"well,
what do you think?" Mock placidly inquired,
gazing
obscurely into the mire.
"i
think i'll gather some fallen kindling.
it's
high time we lighted a night-biding fire."
the
titanic arachnid was rushing now
no
longer constrained by the stealthy attack,
with
Sleazy swaddled in a sticky wrapper
enthralled
and strung aloft on a pincered rack.
as
she hurtled forward on six of her legs
her
banged up bounty holding fast in its glue,
Pasty's
winged posse launched a frantic relay
scattering
feathers but keeping her in view.
Nate's
weary muscles were no match for this race
and
he lost his footing on wandering roots,
stumbling
in a slide of skating pebbles
letting
go of the chisel and both tangled boots.
his
spirit plunged ahead of his body,
railing
at the clumsiness that caused his demise.
next to jettison was trust in himself,
bereft of the caress that lived in Pally's eyes.
it
was then that he noticed the strange, stinging nips
plaguing
his limbs with myriad pinches,
like
sustained bites from relentless insects
concurrently
occurring every few inches.
it
soon sunk in that he wasn't sinking
but
heading instead toward a scrubby scrap of land,
clenched
in the claws of Sludge White's familiars
uplifted
by the grace of her avian band.
they
tucked him in a secluded crevice
overlooking
the chasm on a craggy ledge,
in
the gnarled branches of a tree that twisted
inquisitive
tendrils over the edge.
from
there he observed the spider's progress
as
his allies commenced an aerial assault,
pelting
her eyes with formidable fury
till
she sidled inside a shadowy fault.
and
a squealing cacophony exploded
from
the depths of a rather sizable cave,
to
judge by the numberless fleeing bats
that
swept from their sanctum in a dizzying wave.
the
birds encircled the precarious entry
posting
sentries for its keen-eyed tending,
and
busied themselves selecting the perches
they'd
need for a night spent preening and mending.
Nate's
pendulous roost was rattled by a stork
letting
slip from its beak a plump, leafy sling.
but
finding the feathered folk fetching his boots
he
divined they'd taken him under their wing.
he
dined al fresco at a portable feast
served
a la carte by a delicate sparrow,
as
an omen formed in the misty distance
a
single crow flying straight as an arrow.
in
the regions above the vice-ridden vapors
the
sky was suffused with orange and pink.
lament
for the sun's repetitive orbit
had
kindled the clouds that huddled on the brink.
the
forest beneath was brooding in silence
sifting
sediments and sighing in the shade,
as
though it longed for the cover of sunset
and
bided its time for the frail light to fade.
'i
should never have trusted that creature.
there's
not a sweeter web than spins from honeyed lies.
and
what has she done? how will they know
me?
they'll
never comprehend this improbable size.
the
biclops brutals didn't have them. that's
clear.
ooh! those tangles of tendrils! that spongy skin!
plus
the sharpened harpies splintered my vision,
so
now i'm more helpless than i've ever been.
it's
hard to believe they'd snatch my hatchlings.
i'd
feel it in my spinnerets if it were true.
spite
isn't skulking in their scant, frightened eyes.
this
one's deceptive, but hasn't got a clue.
i
see no reason to keep it trussed up
for
the stink overpowers this miserable hole.
i'd
fain unload it, yet still i wonder
if
as well as the smell, it's saddled with a soul.'
the
sun bled into the sizzling abyss
and
celestial lava spilled out of its wake
firing
the edges of lavender clouds,
a
dazzling illusion of a vast burning lake.
encumbered
below in an eddy of eagles,
billowing
smudges and dark purple streaks
a
bleary-eyed king glowered at the bleakness,
dodging
the logic he'd eluded for weeks.
yet
a novel notion distracted him
as
he glanced from his aerie, adrift in the dusk.
an
urgency encroached on his facile thoughts
making
them uneasy in their crown-capped husk.
a
consequential question had not been resolved
or
he'd overlooked some critical thing.
and
this feeling unflaggingly nagged him,
forever
intruding like the itch from his ring.
these
reveries receded with the sunlight
stranding
conjecture on an ominous slope.
shadows
seeped into regions of reason
ridding dimming prospects of unrequited hope.***** * ***** * ***** * ***** * *****
- Evan Hawthorn, the 18th of April, 2016
Sunday, April 17, 2016
interlude (an excerpt from my novella-poem "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons")
Sylvana
took her leave early that evening
as
a blushing sun flooded the earth with rust,
and
the frayed shadows of unattained desires
shifted
about in the unsettled dust.
they
bade their farewells amidst sighing thrushes
in
the drift of cooing doves, plaintive and hushed.
yet
somehow Sludge White simply failed to fathom
why
her heartbeat fluttered and her cheeks felt flushed.
faint
stars made their flickering appearance
while
a parcel of ponies scampered in a field.
for
the very first time in their hemmed in lives
they
weren't reined, restrained, or required to yield.
eternal
yearning revolved in the sky
as
the planets revelled in their ponderous dance.
unleashing kindred overridden wishes,
the
ponies frolicked in a freewheeling prance.
the
stellar procession was elsewhere observed
with
the red-rimmed eyes of a crestfallen king,
the
reign of His Grace disgraced and encumbered
by
a withered conscience and a tarnished ring.
the
misery that His Majesty meted
nearly
disabled the subjects of his realm.
but
alas! they'd likely have fared no better
if
another elite was conning the helm.
in
the days since his daughter's disappearance
he'd
held his disquieting notions at bay,
slantedly
glancing through his latticed windows
raptly
surveying the swirling birds of prey.
but
when night descended his hard heart darkened
and
he hearkened to the summons of his youth,
to
the time his indifference hadn't seasoned
and
his reason still sought resonance in truth.
***** * *** * ***** * *** * *****
- Evan Hawthorn, the 17th
of April, 2016
Saturday, April 16, 2016
the first stanzas of my novella-poem "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons"
while waiting on the queen of need to muster her forces for her final assault on my beloved Curmudgeons, my muse spent a good part of the week resting up, and i revisited the first pages of my story, which had gotten scant attention in the two years since i wrote them, having at the time no idea of what i'd embarked upon. here then, are the first, freshly spruced stanzas, seeing my amply-hearted heroine safely through her first night in the forest.
*** * *** * *** * *** * *** * ***
a
tale is told of an unresponsive king
of
the sort often surfacing in fiction,
whose
second wife was a vain and haughty thing
much
given to concocting contradiction.
now he
wasn't a benevolent monarch
but proponents of exception seldom are.
as privileged patrons of plutocracy go
his
malevolence was rather under par.
his overlooked daughter of an unfulfilled heart
gazing at the world through diffident eyes
wore singular skin of an uncanny hue,
very like mayonnaise just after it dies.
in
the dark it emitted an eerie glow
and
though genetics might have played a factor,
most
likely it came from eating the produce
grown
downwind from a nuclear reactor.
it's
said her lips were red as royal rubies,
since
her overbite was always drawing blood.
and
the bloom in her cheeks was likened to a rose
that
an early frost has nipped in the bud.
when
the powers handed out attributes
the
bestowers of beauty must have bypassed her.
for
her countenance was compared frequently
with
the prospect of impending disaster.
she
was prone to pacing the ramparts at night,
a
muddied snow pallor lighting up her face;
looming
like a phantom or will-o'-the-wisp,
solacing
the sadness that haunted the place.
the
sentries attended her sweeping glances.
in
her glimmer dozing children flouted fear.
she
was christened Sludge White by the town criers,
Princess
Pasty by those friends that held her dear.
but
the queen could not be counted among them
for
she was nursing an astonishing spite
and
constantly plotted against the princess
in
the disconsolate hours of the night.
poor
Pasty seemed to stimulate her envy
though
why this was the case was hard to answer.
yet
the queen had conjured the green-eyed monster
and
it swallowed up her soul like a cancer.
her
most treasured possession was a mirror
hosting
a waggish, irreverent essence,
partial
to bouts of ironic reflection,
slinging remarks, and concealing his presence.
obscenely
obsessed with smiting competition
she
kept him unremittingly on call,
to
pry on her peers and relentlessly tell her
that
she was rated fairest overall.
as this dull repetition grew wearisome
the
mischievous mirror had devised a prank.
and
when next his thoughts were sought on the standings
Sludge
White was ensconced in preeminent rank.
but
this thrust Her Highness into a frenzy
for
her hubris could tolerate no equal.
and reviewing her notes on Medea's exploits
she set her sights on mounting a sequel.
when
the mirror glimpsed this grisly ambition
his
sheen glazed over with a shocked pink regret.
for
he was loathe to see harm befall Pasty,
thus
augmenting his prodigious karmic debt.
but
alas! his fear of rebuke was too great
for
recanting the rashly planted rumour.
while
the queen showed scanty sense of proportion,
she
was entirely bereft of humour.
hence
he observed an ambivalent silence
when a woodcutter was summoned to the throne,
and compelled
to grovel in the pitiless dust
of jarring remorselessness set in stone.
he appeared not to heed the deep-seated need
to fill such a stark, uninhabited part
that triggered the barter of the woodsman's life
for
a casket embellished with Sludge White's heart.
and the carpenter was stricken speechless,
but dared not disobey an overlord's demands.
for
cruelty is ever the first resort
in
Christendom's clique of self-preserving lands.
so
he blindly stumbled into the forest,
a
condemned accomplice, untethered from hope
shrinking
from the trusting hand of the princess
as
though he was shying from the hangman's rope.
racking his brain in a bruising torment,
reeling from instructions he couldn't even say
he searched for a miracle to save both their hearts
from
this brutal, unendurable day.
it
was then that unseen powers stepped in,
altering
events in their elemental guise.
for
Pasty caught wind of unexpressed death
twisted in the panic that was fleeing his eyes.
the forest hushed, as if gathering breath.
then it raised a lament like a reticent sigh.
and
she took to her heels with all of her might,
skimming
the surface and appearing to fly.
and the trees clasped branches once she passed them.
and
shadows descended to cloak her path from sight.
and
the trembling woodsman fell to his knees,
sobbing whilst abandon settled in with the night.
Sludge
White touched down in a patch of mushrooms
of psychedelic hue and a staggering size
just
as the dusk secured her seclusion,
draping
its veil over periwinkle skies.
cedars
and willows were rallied around her
in
an endless caress of gently linked arms.
and
silvery vines dangled sapphire bells,
jingling
in the breezes like musical charms.
a
medley of mammals soon flocked to her side
bringing
comfort to the palisaded keep.
and
they mounted a vigil to fend off harm
while
serenading crickets lulled her to sleep.
when
morning came and streaked the sky with amber
inquisitive
nudgings brushed against her cheek.
and
she breakfasted on pine nuts and berries
harvested
by paws, and carried in a beak.
following a dazzle to a babbling brook
she imbibed its joyful effervescence
enfolding
herself in the roots of an oak,
in
the shade of its penetrating presence.
insightful
impressions welled up to the surface
as
she fathomed her lamentable plight,
pondering
the queen's fell machinations
and
the hazy dynamics of magical flight.
that
Her Grace's hatred had sprouted arms and legs
was
a painful development to face.
yet
the singular help from the elements
cast
a novel ray of light upon the case.
returning
to her father's frosty castle
was
without a doubt an injudicious course.
so
she opted for staying right where she was,
throwing
in her lot with the mystical force.
*** * *** * *** * *** * *** * *** * ***
-
Evan Hawthorn, the 16th of April, 2016
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