Evan Hawthorn's Blog

Evan Hawthorn's Blog
(visual aid by Christian Schloe)

Tuesday, March 19, 2024

an Obscure quote

what does it matter, when you come to think of it, whether a child is yours by blood or not?  all the little ones of our time are collectively the children of us adults of the time, and entitled to our general care.  that excessive regard of parents for their own children, and their dislike of other people's, is, like class-feeling, patriotism, save-your-own-soul-ism, and other virtues, a mean exclusiveness at bottom.

- Thomas Hardy

(in "Jude the Obscure")



Wednesday, March 6, 2024

homecoming



Alfonso and i are ened to note 
the homecoming of citizen informant Daniel Hale
("treasonous" "enemy" of domination's state) whose crimes include pointing out that,
for example, during a five-month period of "Operation Haymaker" (an acutely
contemptuous entitling within the brutal unprovoked invasion of Afghanistan)
nearly 90 percent of the people killed in airstrikes were NOT the intended targets.

welcome home, brave Daniel,

(champion of illumining compassion);

thank you for so courageously
placing your bit of our
universal soul

directly in the
line of ire's

honesty punishing fire

in order to selflessly
(soulfully) tap into

the mockery of democracy's
relentless
and
resolute

mislaying of humanity.



Wednesday, February 28, 2024

freedom of choice amidst the hands of oppressors


for even as he took those
irretrievable steps,
Aaron went and said,

'i’m about to engage
in an extreme act of protest,
but compared to what people
have been experiencing in Palestine
at the hands of their colonizers,

it’s not extreme at all.'

*

and of course he was right,
here in the colonial collective west's
moribund reflectionless extremity,

it's not so extreme after all.

not when compared with,
say,

having one's cells blown apart,

suffocating under collapsed buildings,

undergoing surgeries and amputations without anesthesia,

starving to death,

watching loved ones die at the hands of pitiless colonizers,

all normalized now
by
a fabulous wealth hoarding
domination lording

memory hole fueled
socially tooled
staged dueling
cruelty grueling

conformity saddled
piracy addled
intelligence embattled

election immune ruling class.

*

rest in peace,
brave
and
fully conscious Aaron,

forever in my
tattered heart's

open ended lease.



Tuesday, February 20, 2024

be still my tattered heart...



what's that, Alfonso?
you've gleaned a song from Sting?
our written history is a catalogue of crime;
the sordid and the powerful, the architects of "mine;"

the cult of domination, oppression of the mild;

independence made illegal
on auld lang syne's stolen dime;

the psychopaths' fear of letting "others" fight back

(the "protection" racket's docket)
always plugged in freedom's socket,
stocked in the rockets

democracy's mockery
spilling from it's pockets...

might "siding" right(s)

conforming their porn
and
circling the wagons...

a nurtured loss of memory;
rogue aggression as its child.

be still my brittle heart
'twould be better to let it cool;

it's too fragile to be so open, and yet
misery spurned is hard to forget...


it can't be healthy, this horrid pace
blood running red
from that single human race;

slip from the sill
my shattering heart,
we must learn to stand our common ground...

(when honesty died in Julian's cell,
did it make a sound?)


though i've been to every sage i know
can't water the drought that plagues us so...


i sink like a stone that's been thrown in an ocean
where connections are drowned
along with shared emotion;


don't stop until theirs'
finally start...

keep up that beat, my spattering heart


Wednesday, January 17, 2024

disorder of the day




















and as Alfonso and i add
another blanket to our sleep chair,

there they are,

having lost their belongings
as they fled falling shrapnel
collapsing cherished roofs
to the very edge
of
their abducted open air prison,

occupied by "freedom & democracy"
(for us but not for you™);

shivering in wind wrapped tents,

listening for the revving
of approaching death,

looming in the "rules based" hoarders'

ordering of sky.

Monday, January 1, 2024

the night terror's error


so there we were, seeping sleep,
and rat-a-tat-tat-a-tat-tat
entered fiercely therein,

and it came to me i ought
to rouse myself,
for mayhaps mass murder
was taking place across the street.

moments later
it
finally waded in.

'twas naught but the
coordinated sifting
of
profit ridden rigging's
vigorous churning
of
fictional "years,"

when people cheer
the convened convenience
of closing compartmental doors
on what they've seen and done,

and pretend to enter another,

differently (indifferent)
narratively cordoned
(reflection ill afforded)

"good luck" ordered
(delusion blithely bordered) "happy new year."

and sighing sweet
(in the deeps replete)
the earth swivelled
on around
to fleetly face the sun

(on yet another imaginary
minutely measured "side")

the umpteen quadrillionth time.

and tickled by the two-leggeds'
unconvincing efforts
at reassuring tomfoolery,

Alfonso drifted back
to
seemless unseaming
and
ineffable
timeless dreaming's placeless keep.

*

- Evan Hawthorn

(on an innocent date that asked to remain nameless)













Wednesday, December 27, 2023

arrogant yet anodyne, ðŸ¦…

Biden's blindered auld lang syne...

🥀

in the sights of genocide,

"hungry children wait in line." ðŸŒ¿