Evan Hawthorn's Blog

Evan Hawthorn's Blog
(visual aid by Christian Schloe)

Saturday, April 30, 2016

Sinister Syntax (the):

a drifted tense,
easy to miss in an
Orwellian empire drowning in irony,
only grasped when one
corrects
their objective perspective.

example: the war on terror IS the terror.

provocatively present,
in its deflected sense,
in the evasive intent
lurking in all the "wars"
the zombie army of corporate operatives
launch with their
Alice's looking glass,
media projected,
inverse-inflected
slight of hand.

(i.e. the wars "on" drugs & crime & poverty
& tyranny & the absence of freedom.)

the subject is always
the concealed causative clause,
as surely as the sun sets
on our "starless midnight of racism and war."*

for war,
by definition,
is the crime in any sentence,

invariably inflicting
its cancerous damage
on its hapless eternal object,

humanity itself.

* the starless midnight of racism and war" was first uttered by Martin Luther King, in his
speech accepting the Nobel Prize for Peace, back before it, too, was reverse engineered.

Saturday, April 23, 2016

What Happened Next (an excerpt from my novella-poem, "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons")

Sludge White was sailing a subliminal sea,
gliding on a surface that glinted like glass.
her memories were ranged like sleeping mountains,
their colors cascading in a slumbering pass.
she was vaguely aware of all that transpired
seen through a cloistering filter of crepe,
and tried to decipher what could have prompted
misfortune to open its snarling gape.

her fur-clad familiars found her fallen.
a dubious heartbeat convinced them she was dead.
though ashen pallor bedimmed her glimmer,
a pink glow illumined the roses on her head.

as the deer nudged her with their probing noses,
an eerie wailing was let loose by a loon.
then a chorus of keening fused with the storm
in a howling lament that beckoned the moon.
it rose in the midst of turbulent flashes,
in shafts of fluorescence and gleam-tinted cloud.
and the fell fog was pummelled by pelting rains,
forging wispy tatters out of steaming shroud.

the skittish fire that Sappy had set
crackling in the shelter of prehistoric stones,
was encouraged by the flickering moonlight
fostering warmth in their chilled and dampened bones.
as he rocked Mock in a cradle of compassion
the skies spilled out their spurting, silver sheets,
and he lulled the delirious ramblings
of anxious adolescence roaming lonely streets.

Mock closed his eyes when the winds subsided,
and the deluge dwindled to intermittent drip.
as the moon traipsed off in search of perspective
Sappy hunkered down for a cursory kip.

Sleazy came to in a foul smelling cavern
steeped in the silence that saturates night,
wrestling with his wrapping and scuffing the scrapes
he'd acquired from the spider's frantic flight.
he'd barely discerned the subtlest shuffle
when a presence emerged an inch from his face.
for a heart-stopping moment he felt it musing.
then it ripped apart his slithery case.

already running as his feet touched down
they kept on kicking when he found he'd been lifted.
but sharp, spindly limbs simply spun him around
and placed him in a spot where starlight drifted.
he embraced the bathed air like a stifled child
imbibing the breezes that bring in spring,
and hardly held on to the side of the cliff
skipping and slipping and nearly taking wing.

in a nearby nook a pair of plump pigeons
snickered together as they watched him flit by.
and having made certain he hadn't been followed
one of them mounted the star-dappled sky.

Promethean pilgrims crossed the frozen expanse
transcending time from their fiery birth,
ferrying sparks of elemental essence
to the evanescent residents of earth.
and the harpy scowled and brandished her fist
irked at these heavens and their meddlesome rains
for making short work of banishing enchantments,
dispelling the mist she'd swelled with such pains.

she pressed the edge of a crumbling tombstone
and vanished beneath the cemetery grounds,
slinking down a subterranean passage
that echoed with crunches and gurgling sounds.
the snooping rat waited with the royal raiments
in the blaze of a torch that scorched the stone.
he smirked as she donned her crinkled crinolines
tickled by the gilding of a wrinkled crone.

pausing on the threshold of a caved-in temple
she tossed a bone to a pale, hulking brute,
ensconced in the stench of previous suppers
stiffening in piles, rotting with their loot.
his lopsided face seemed to come unhinged,
as he strived for a wink with his single, crazed eye.
wrenching her foot from a trail of slime, she said
"try and be more tidy, this place is a sty."

his muttered response had a whiny, cringing tone,
too shrill and unnerving to closely heed.
in any case Her Grace hastened away,
unable to process another creature's need.
while the snitch raced after his merciless mistress,
skirting rivulets of travelling blood;
the ghoul yanked a morsel from his stacked up stiffs,
relishing the squish and the sickening thud.

when the queen laid her head on her pillow
she had fully restored her avaricious gleam;
repacking her bags, unfolding her furrows,
and easing her creases with vanishing cream.
the restless impatience in her withering stare
regained its callous, imperious bite.
and the scathing disdain chiseled on her visage
waxed incandescent, transcendent with spite.
  
while the glittering tresses nestling her brow
securely stashed her thatch of hoary bristles,
her careless caress lost its resemblance
to catching a cat in a thicket of thistles.
a sneer paved over her gravelly cackle,
thus smothering the rattling gates of hell.
and she'd managed to ditch the whiff of corpses
that raised up hackles with its mouldering smell.

as she sorted her fleeting perceptions
splicing her reels of selective recollection,
a pesky image refused to flip past
obstructing this nearest approach to reflection.
a casual glimpse of the hidden chamber
imprinted while primping her ribbons and lace,
reared up to pose a compelling question
for a valued possession was not in its place.

she passed at last with her drifting impressions
to the plundered landscape of overmined seams,
never quite sating her expectations
the recurring resort of her ravenous dreams.
when the answer came suddenly upon her
she loosed her link to the ethereal lair.
and vaulting across the breach of becoming
she sat up and gasped "the mirror wasn't there!"
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- Evan Hawthorn, the 23rd of April, 2016


Friday, April 22, 2016

Earth Day, 2016

"i have no country to fight for. my country is the Earth,
and i am a citizen of the world." - Eugene Debs
today is the one day set aside to nourish an inclusive, 
humane patriotism, not blinded by artificial boundaries,
not severed by self-focused, competitive mindsets.
i celebrate our common homeland
with all my unique and resilient siblings,
the boundless, OpenHearted Children
of this, our infinite ImagiNation.

Monday, April 18, 2016

Yikes! (an excerpt from my novella-poem "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons"

"it's got Sleazy!" Sappy managed to gasp
collapsing on the rim of the smoky ravine,
in a trembling frenzy to swallow air
unable to imagine how they'd intervene.
Mock, looking haunted, was utterly speechless
like a zombie or some other bloodless saint,
the ruddy and only pink-skinned Curmudgeon
gone beyond the pale and passing for a haint.

Nate pulled a chisel from his ruptured knapsack
and shakily attained his unsteady feet.
then he kissed Mock's forehead and started off,
as valiant a hero as one could hope to meet.

"where are you going?" Mock breathlessly asked,
toppling again from his bark-encrusted crutches.
"to have a go at saving our Sleazy.
i can't just leave him in that horrid thing's clutches."

as Nate descended into the gully,
Sappy sat up, and surveyed the scene with wonder.
"i have the impression we've been here before.
something to do with a housekeeping blunder.
why, this is the spot where we salvaged the sack,
with the watchrug and battlerack, remember?"

"me 'ead's in an awful muddle, Sappy.
i've a notion that beastie gave me distemper."

"surely not, silly old bean.  but come sit down.
i want to inspect those clotted bandages."
Mock winced while he warily lowered himself,
casting aside his knotted appendages.

Sappy visibly flinched from what he uncovered,
a ground up mash of puce and livid red;
the missing kneecap, several severed toes,
and the seeping, shredded skin, hanging by a thread.
his fingers were singed by a blistering fever
inflaming the tainted, shivering frame.
he was far from certain he'd ever recover
but harboured no doubts he'd been rendered lame.

"well, what do you think?" Mock placidly inquired,
gazing obscurely into the mire.

"i think i'll gather some fallen kindling.
it's high time we lighted a night-biding fire."

the titanic arachnid was rushing now
no longer constrained by the stealthy attack,
with Sleazy swaddled in a sticky wrapper
enthralled and strung aloft on a pincered rack.
as she hurtled forward on six of her legs
her banged up bounty holding fast in its glue,
Pasty's winged posse launched a frantic relay
scattering feathers but keeping her in view.

Nate's weary muscles were no match for this race
and he lost his footing on wandering roots,
stumbling in a slide of skating pebbles
letting go of the chisel and both tangled boots.
his spirit plunged ahead of his body,
railing at the clumsiness that caused his demise.
next to jettison was trust in himself,
bereft of the caress that lived in Pally's eyes.                                        

it was then that he noticed the strange, stinging nips
plaguing his limbs with myriad pinches,
like sustained bites from relentless insects
concurrently occurring every few inches.
it soon sunk in that he wasn't sinking
but heading instead toward a scrubby scrap of land,
clenched in the claws of Sludge White's familiars
uplifted by the grace of her avian band.

they tucked him in a secluded crevice
overlooking the chasm on a craggy ledge,
in the gnarled branches of a tree that twisted
inquisitive tendrils over the edge.
from there he observed the spider's progress
as his allies commenced an aerial assault,
pelting her eyes with formidable fury
till she sidled inside a shadowy fault.

and a squealing cacophony exploded
from the depths of a rather sizable cave,
to judge by the numberless fleeing bats
that swept from their sanctum in a dizzying wave.
the birds encircled the precarious entry
posting sentries for its keen-eyed tending,
and busied themselves selecting the perches
they'd need for a night spent preening and mending.

Nate's pendulous roost was rattled by a stork
letting slip from its beak a plump, leafy sling.
but finding the feathered folk fetching his boots
he divined they'd taken him under their wing.
he dined al fresco at a portable feast
served a la carte by a delicate sparrow,
as an omen formed in the misty distance
a single crow flying straight as an arrow.

in the regions above the vice-ridden vapors
the sky was suffused with orange and pink.
lament for the sun's repetitive orbit
had kindled the clouds that huddled on the brink.

the forest beneath was brooding in silence
sifting sediments and sighing in the shade,
as though it longed for the cover of sunset
and bided its time for the frail light to fade.

'i should never have trusted that creature.
there's not a sweeter web than spins from honeyed lies.
and what has she done?  how will they know me?
they'll never comprehend this improbable size.
the biclops brutals didn't have them.  that's clear.
ooh!  those tangles of tendrils!  that spongy skin!
plus the sharpened harpies splintered my vision,
so now i'm more helpless than i've ever been.

it's hard to believe they'd snatch my hatchlings.
i'd feel it in my spinnerets if it were true.
spite isn't skulking in their scant, frightened eyes.
this one's deceptive, but hasn't got a clue.
i see no reason to keep it trussed up
for the stink overpowers this miserable hole.
i'd fain unload it, yet still i wonder
if as well as the smell, it's saddled with a soul.'

the sun bled into the sizzling abyss
and celestial lava spilled out of its wake
firing the edges of lavender clouds,
a dazzling illusion of a vast burning lake.
encumbered below in an eddy of eagles,
billowing smudges and dark purple streaks
a bleary-eyed king glowered at the bleakness,
dodging the logic he'd eluded for weeks.

yet a novel notion distracted him
as he glanced from his aerie, adrift in the dusk.
an urgency encroached on his facile thoughts
making them uneasy in their crown-capped husk.
a consequential question had not been resolved
or he'd overlooked some critical thing.
and this feeling unflaggingly nagged him,
forever intruding like the itch from his ring.

these reveries receded with the sunlight
stranding conjecture on an ominous slope.
shadows seeped into regions of reason
ridding dimming prospects of unrequited hope.
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- Evan Hawthorn, the 18th of April, 2016


Sunday, April 17, 2016

interlude (an excerpt from my novella-poem "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons")

Sylvana took her leave early that evening
as a blushing sun flooded the earth with rust,
and the frayed shadows of unattained desires
shifted about in the unsettled dust.
they bade their farewells amidst sighing thrushes
in the drift of cooing doves, plaintive and hushed.
yet somehow Sludge White simply failed to fathom
why her heartbeat fluttered and her cheeks felt flushed.

faint stars made their flickering appearance
while a parcel of ponies scampered in a field.
for the very first time in their hemmed in lives
they weren't reined, restrained, or required to yield.
eternal yearning revolved in the sky
as the planets revelled in their ponderous dance.
unleashing kindred overridden wishes,
the ponies frolicked in a freewheeling prance.

the stellar procession was elsewhere observed
with the red-rimmed eyes of a crestfallen king,
the reign of His Grace disgraced and encumbered
by a withered conscience and a tarnished ring.
the misery that His Majesty meted
nearly disabled the subjects of his realm.
but alas! they'd likely have fared no better
if another elite was conning the helm.

in the days since his daughter's disappearance
he'd held his disquieting notions at bay,
slantedly glancing through his latticed windows
raptly surveying the swirling birds of prey.
but when night descended his hard heart darkened
and he hearkened to the summons of his youth,
to the time his indifference hadn't seasoned
and his reason still sought resonance in truth.
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- Evan Hawthorn, the 17th of April, 2016

Saturday, April 16, 2016

the first stanzas of my novella-poem "Sludge White and the Seven Curmudgeons"

while waiting on the queen of need to muster her forces for her final assault on my beloved Curmudgeons, my muse spent a good part of the week resting up, and i revisited the first pages of my story, which had gotten scant attention in the two years since i wrote them, having at the time no idea of what i'd embarked upon.  here then, are the first, freshly spruced stanzas, seeing my amply-hearted heroine safely through her first night in the forest.
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a tale is told of an unresponsive king
of the sort often surfacing in fiction,
whose second wife was a vain and haughty thing
much given to concocting contradiction.
now he wasn't a benevolent monarch
but proponents of exception seldom are.
as privileged patrons of plutocracy go
his malevolence was rather under par.

his overlooked daughter of an unfulfilled heart
gazing at the world through diffident eyes
wore singular skin of an uncanny hue,
very like mayonnaise just after it dies.
in the dark it emitted an eerie glow
and though genetics might have played a factor,
most likely it came from eating the produce
grown downwind from a nuclear reactor.

it's said her lips were red as royal rubies,
since her overbite was always drawing blood.
and the bloom in her cheeks was likened to a rose
that an early frost has nipped in the bud.
when the powers handed out attributes
the bestowers of beauty must have bypassed her.
for her countenance was compared frequently
with the prospect of impending disaster.

she was prone to pacing the ramparts at night,
a muddied snow pallor lighting up her face;
looming like a phantom or will-o'-the-wisp,
solacing the sadness that haunted the place.
the sentries attended her sweeping glances.
in her glimmer dozing children flouted fear.
she was christened Sludge White by the town criers,
Princess Pasty by those friends that held her dear.

but the queen could not be counted among them
for she was nursing an astonishing spite
and constantly plotted against the princess
in the disconsolate hours of the night.
poor Pasty seemed to stimulate her envy
though why this was the case was hard to answer.
yet the queen had conjured the green-eyed monster
and it swallowed up her soul like a cancer.

her most treasured possession was a mirror
hosting a waggish, irreverent essence,
partial to bouts of ironic reflection,
slinging remarks, and concealing his presence.
obscenely obsessed with smiting competition
she kept him unremittingly on call,
to pry on her peers and relentlessly tell her
that she was rated fairest overall.

as this dull repetition grew wearisome
the mischievous mirror had devised a prank.
and when next his thoughts were sought on the standings
Sludge White was ensconced in preeminent rank.
but this thrust Her Highness into a frenzy
for her hubris could tolerate no equal.
and reviewing her notes on Medea's exploits
she set her sights on mounting a sequel.

when the mirror glimpsed this grisly ambition
his sheen glazed over with a shocked pink regret.
for he was loathe to see harm befall Pasty,
thus augmenting his prodigious karmic debt.
but alas! his fear of rebuke was too great
for recanting the rashly planted rumour.
while the queen showed scanty sense of proportion,
she was entirely bereft of humour.

hence he observed an ambivalent silence
when a woodcutter was summoned to the throne,
and compelled to grovel in the pitiless dust
of jarring remorselessness set in stone.
he appeared not to heed the deep-seated need
to fill such a stark, uninhabited part
that triggered the barter of the woodsman's life
for a casket embellished with Sludge White's heart.

and the carpenter was stricken speechless,
but dared not disobey an overlord's demands.
for cruelty is ever the first resort
in Christendom's clique of self-preserving lands.
so he blindly stumbled into the forest,
a condemned accomplice, untethered from hope
shrinking from the trusting hand of the princess
as though he was shying from the hangman's rope.
  
racking his brain in a bruising torment,
reeling from instructions he couldn't even say
he searched for a miracle to save both their hearts
from this brutal, unendurable day.
it was then that unseen powers stepped in,
altering events in their elemental guise.
for Pasty caught wind of unexpressed death
twisted in the panic that was fleeing his eyes.

the forest hushed, as if gathering breath.
then it raised a lament like a reticent sigh.
and she took to her heels with all of her might,
skimming the surface and appearing to fly.
and the trees clasped branches once she passed them.
and shadows descended to cloak her path from sight.
and the trembling woodsman fell to his knees,
sobbing whilst abandon settled in with the night.

Sludge White touched down in a patch of mushrooms
of psychedelic hue and a staggering size
just as the dusk secured her seclusion,
draping its veil over periwinkle skies.
cedars and willows were rallied around her
in an endless caress of gently linked arms.
and silvery vines dangled sapphire bells,
jingling in the breezes like musical charms.

a medley of mammals soon flocked to her side
bringing comfort to the palisaded keep.
and they mounted a vigil to fend off harm
while serenading crickets lulled her to sleep.
when morning came and streaked the sky with amber
inquisitive nudgings brushed against her cheek.
and she breakfasted on pine nuts and berries
harvested by paws, and carried in a beak.

following a dazzle to a babbling brook
she imbibed its joyful effervescence
enfolding herself in the roots of an oak,
in the shade of its penetrating presence.
insightful impressions welled up to the surface
as she fathomed her lamentable plight,
pondering the queen's fell machinations
and the hazy dynamics of magical flight.
  
that Her Grace's hatred had sprouted arms and legs
was a painful development to face.
yet the singular help from the elements
cast a novel ray of light upon the case.
returning to her father's frosty castle
was without a doubt an injudicious course.
so she opted for staying right where she was,
throwing in her lot with the mystical force.
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- Evan Hawthorn, the 16th of April, 2016